Habits will always take you further than desire. You cannot believe something...– Random Church Notes (via rogwalker)
Tomorrow is the 1st of the month. Watch as I transform. (15 pounds, 3 bad habits and a steady job to go)
“AND A BODY WITHOUT A HEART, I’M MISSING EVERY PART” (OR, HOW MY EMOTIONS ARE EATING ME ALIVE) I haven’t written anything because I’ve been out of town at the convention. The convention is a three day long conference about applying the Bible to our current lives. There are demonstrations, skits, meetings, discourses and baptisms. It’s a pilgrimage every Jehovah’s Witness makes over the summer. The...
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footie and men;
I can always sense when I’m about to see Sal. Something in the very, very back of my mind hints at it at the beginning of the day. He was captain of the opposite team today. He parked right next to me. My heart leapt into my ears. We greeted each other and spoke no more words after. He put me on another man’s team. Sal apparently takes his agression to the soccer field. I tried to...
I spent the morning preaching. I’m going to the spend the afternoon exercising, studying and praying. I’m taking this Saturday night to catch up on sleep. Tomorrow, I intend to preach and play soccer. I’m attempting to take care of myself physically and spiritually in the hopes that I will feel better emotionally. The depressive mood swings have been horrible, but I’m...
THE VERY BEST NEWS Today has been fantastic. Why? I got news today that Jake—who was closer to me than a brother— is recovering from what caused us to stop talking. He’s moved to Denver, but there’s a chance that we will be close again. Him being absent has left a giant hole in my life. I hope that chasm will close. I got paid today! For the first time in a long time, I...
THE YOUTH (together, together, together) 1. I’ve lost about 5 pounds over the last two weeks. Keeping a food journal online helps. In the morning, I check all of my social media, read a Scripture to meditate on and write down what I intend to eat that day. My current fitness goal is to lose 25 pounds within the next 7 weeks. Why? Besides the obvious reasons for losing weight, Sal’s...
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Be careful with sadness. It is a vice.– Gustave Flaubert (via narcosis)
electrictigers: reblog this and i (electrictigers) will check out your blog, my dash has been really slow lately.
Windmill, windmill, for the land, is everybody in?– Don Quixote (via historysaidwhat)
Over the few days I have had different people offer much-needed encouragement to me, which has been terribly important. It has been a hard summer for me, emotionally and otherwise. To hear words of reassurance from people who love me is amazing. God bless them all. I have a day job again! I was hired at Allstate this weekend. I start tomorrow. I don’t look forward to all of the commuting...
They gave the apartment to someone else, my car still needs an expensive repair and Brianna texted me to tell me she saw Sal last night walking on the river… and he was not alone. Life over? I think so.
pleasegoaway replied to your post: This has got to have been the longest week of my… How did you get the weekend driving-rich-drunk-people job? The same way I ran into Allstate, the gigolo and the guy I passed out flyers for last week— Craigslist. The guy who runs the driving gig is pretty hot too, so I really enjoy that job.
This has got to have been the longest week of my life—long days full of work and long nights with little sleep. The people I have met over the last five or six days of singing for my supper have been varied, weird and wonderful. The money I have made has been pretty good, and yet still bleeding out of my pocket. The plans I’ve been making are frenzied and constantly revised. The...
I’m not ready for the answer to this text.
I do not want to carry on.
Di, you are wonderful and strong and brilliant,...
missingleftsock: And I’m so sorry I’ve been out of touch. Life has been insane and twisted and everything. We need to make a Skype date soon. I can send you some stuff for your walls ;) Furniture is easy to come by if you know where to look and what to use. We’ll talk soon. Love ya, lady! Yes, I’m posting this here for everyone to see ;) This made my night :D Love you too!!!
The realty office called me today. They want me to sign my lease for my new place on Wednesday. I can taste the freedom. It’s very nearly upon me…almost two weeks from now, I’m supposed to move to this apartment and also into adulthood. Here’s the problem: for the keys, I need 540 bucks cash. So far, I have 60. I’m supposed to get another 60 on Monday. That’s...
mliaverage: Today, it was a slow day at work and we only had one customer who was sitting alone studying. I was just chilling when she threw up her binder in the air and screamed, “I throw my Spanish in the air sometimes, saying ‘AYO’, no comprendo!” Girl. You made my week. MLIA.
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