September 2010
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“Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an...”
– Lemony Snicket (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“I understand feelings as small and insignificantly as humanly possible and how...”
– (via eletheowl)
This is so relevant to my life right now.
El peor pesadilla, mi peor pesadilla…
No puedo comer. No puedo pensar en nada más que decir. Mis palabras han sido robados de mí.
Creo que el corazón es realmente un hueso debido a la forma en que duele cuando se rompe.
¿Cómo sucedió esto? ¿Hay algo que podría haber hecho diferente? ¿Por qué me siento tan torturado?
¿Por que no me esperaba esto? ¿Por qué yo estaba tan sorprendido con...
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How can two words— “not” and “reciprocated”— stupefy you so thoroughly?
He apologized, and was gentlemanly even to the end. He told me that he admired my “maturity and graciousness”. He said that he wished that he had spoken to me about it earlier, and that he didn’t want me to have unrealistic expectations, or to hurt me, or to make this...
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"I'm sorry, but regrettably, I just don't feel the...
That lilted tenor spoke the words I dreaded so much tonight.
I suspect that the heart is really a bone because of the pain it is when it is broken.
ladybugjug replied to your post: ladybugjug replied to your post: The hardest bit…
I’ve settled in to combining my life and ambitions with B in a way; I want us to live our lives together and happily. It’s more about creating a foundation from our common beliefs than longing/vulnerability. The intimacy remains, but is different.
I like how you describe love here. I think that combining two...
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ladybugjug replied to your post: The hardest bit about this whole liking you thing…
Love is about vulnerability, lady. You settle into it; you become comfortable letting someone else really KNOW you. And that’s what’s worth fighting for.
Does it get better from here? Is this love thing always so imbued with longing and restlessness and preoccupation? Does it stop being about vulnerability...
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Decisions I've made this week:
I’m getting out of dodge in January. I’m thinking of going to either Mexico or Costa Rica for the winter, to preach and to escape from Michigan’s long winters.
I’m going back to school for the 2011-2012 at Eastern Michigan University with a double major in pre-med and Spanish. I will live in a smoke/drug free dorm on campus OR an apartment in town, whatever is cheaper....
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The hardest bit about this whole liking you thing is the vulnerability of it all.
I sort of want to just give up and be done with it.
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I wish you’d stop acting weird.
“Heresies are experiments in man’s unsatisfied search for truth.”
– H.G. Wells
thanks for the follow lindseynoelle!
There is nothing quite so liberating as the moment...
Amen.
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mliaverage:
Today, a bunch of boys were calling a guy in my class gay, because he had just finished his hair dressing apprenticeship. The teacher looks over at them, and says ‘While you boys are working on a construction site with lots of sweaty, shirtless, buff men, he’s going to be playing with women’s hair, touching them and calling them beautiful…and you’re calling him gay?’ Best. Teacher....
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tu bellezo me conmueve.
Today, I felt imbued in nervousness as I sat near you. Every time I see you, I find an uneasy muteness settles in.
I can’t stop thinking about you. In my mind, you are already mine. I have already imagined every little detail of you up-close. My fingertips already have an idea of what the texture of your skin must feel like, of the softness of your scalp, of the black silk that is your...
mikei answered your question: so, lately:
sell shit on craigslist? Didn’t work for me but shit give it a try?
I do well with selling stuff. I’m already coming up with a list for crap to sell on Craigslist/ Ebay.
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ten letters to people I know:
I see that dark-haired girl has you plastered all over her Facebook. She’s wearing your sunglasses, has her arm around you in more than one photo and clearly invites you to almost every party she hosts. Not that I’m jealous or anything. Just curious. Are you dating her? Or are you just friends? Because if you are dating her, I’m going to begin to begrudge the dinners you eat...
itssunnyineden answered your question: so, lately:
No ideas for money, but hooray for gym!
It’s okay. I don’t know what to do about it either. Thanks for the encouragement! I’m hoping it lasts.
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so, lately:
Looking for a job. Paying for my gym membership for this month and then that’s absolutely it. I’ll have .45 cents in the bank. No, literally. This is awful.
Went to the gym early, early, early with my friend Jo. Jo’s model-thin and really fit, but I wore her out Monday. I feel good about where this whole working out thing is going, even if I can’t buy fruits and...
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I love the camaraderie developed with a stranger...
So I’m quoting you on this. Yup.
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I wish that it wasn’t so hard to read you. Are you being this enigmatic on purpose?
774. IF YOU SPENT THE AMOUNT OF TIME YOU SPEND...
Note to self.
“love me, let me be lonely/ you won’t believe me, but I love you only/...”
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all i see on my dash is Orson Welles clapping
simonefiasco:
I BET HALF OF Y’ALL DIDN’T EVEN KNOW WHO THE WHITE MAN IN THAT WAS.
WATCH CITIZEN KANE, GODDAMNIT.
This made me laugh for like, 15 minutes, no lie
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Yesterday, my friend Marie and I went preaching for a couple of hours before watching Bollywood films and eating White Castle. She’s going to Germany for 10 months for school, so I figure we should hang out as much as we can until she’s gone.
I came home, exhausted, and slept from 5 pm until about half an hour ago. I woke up to the unpleasant surprise of my period.
I’ve...
I concur, dear. I think today was indeed rad. Why...
bananasfoster42 replied to your post: today, in a nutshell:
now that is a day full of WIN!
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captaincadiwack:
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missingleftsock replied to your post: today, in a nutshell:
“(he moans when he eats, oh God)” and “I sambaed until the house was clean” are WINS. ILU woman!
Aw, thanks love!
He does moan when he eats, loudly. It was all I could do. And he has good taste in food. The jam we ate was some organic cherry spread someone left in the kitchen at the Hall. It was thoroughly delicious— not too...
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today, in a nutshell:
This morning—after taking Iris to school about 7:25— was spent doing Pilates and preaching. When I got to the Hall, Bro Z. placed me on the Italian’s team. We did telephone witnessing. A married guy and my friend Barbara and her two kids were the other members of our team. The Italian and I spent the morning talking on the phone, eating crackers and jam (he moans when he eats,...
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“Now he was in pain about her, and he understood that he would continue in his...”
– Snow Falling on Cedars
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“I’m leaving because you never asked me to stay.”
– Dawson’s Creek (via quote-book) (via brokenmachine) 